Gundam Seed Destiny on TV

Is it so much to ask people to help me get to places especially when I’ve never been here before? Apparently it is. I’m so angry. Friends just put me on a bus and let me fend for myself. Jee thanks. I got lost for over an hour and had to transit buses. Maybe I’ll cool down later, maybe not. I don’t care. I don’t need to put up with people who don’t give a damn about leaving me to fend for myself in a foreign city. Screw that. I guess my expectation for hospitality is too different from theirs, so that’s that. I don’t appreciate people who will jeopardize my safety for convenience sakes. =_=

My dad snoring

OMG. ABOUT TIME. ABOUT TIME. I’M HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Totally made my day. Thanks for telling me, Tessa~! ^____________^

Airplane engines

Thus, far, everythingy’s been very dull. Early on in the flight, we had some turbulence, but that was so minimal. Had to buckle up and watch for my drink, but yeah. I had a diet cream soda, but it was nasty so I washed it down with apple juice later. There’s a tanned, lean muscled skater sitting in front of my mother’s seat, and too bad I can’t talk to him. Nice arms, no da. XD

And I hope nobody is reading what I’m typing. LUL.

I’m sad that I can’t post for the MULTITUDE of birthdays that mean a lot to me during this vacation time I’m away from the internet. WOE WOE WOEEEE!!! TORIKOU, NARIKEN, YAMAKA!!!!! ::weeps:: I will celebrate their birthdays here in my own way, on the cruise, on the plane, uh yeah! 8D I will toaste champagne to Nariken and hit up a sexy man be happy in his honour. As with Torikou and Yamaka. ♥ SOME OF MY FAVOURITE OF MEN!! ::ROLLS:: Ahhhh, the perverted bunch and the ever adorable and awesome Yamaka. X3

I really want to find a nice guy on this cruise to chill with. Or maybe a nice girl. I don’t know. I’m bleeding in torrents. Such a dampener. At least it also means I’m probably flailing in hormones? 8D TMI? Gomennasai, ne.

Okay I’m really stinkin’ bored. The male flight attendant is really funny, I like him. XD He was saying how our flight of passengers is much better looking than the last LUL. Bet he says that to everyone, but it still brought a smile to my face. ♥ I like good workers like that, know exactly what to say. :3

I forgot my toothbrush, razor, and am low on long regular pads. I fail. At least I remembered everything else considering I only started packing last night? ^_^;;;;

“HAPPY DATE” - Hirakawa Daisuke

>______> I am so annoyed at some people right now. What the hell is wrong with everyone? Or maybe it’s me, I’m mighty mad at someone still. So. Damn. ANNOYED. Ready to shoot people. I think I’ll get off my IMs tonight because I need to cool down and pack. I’m leaving at 6am tomorrow morning, aparently, that’s less than nine hours from now. =_= I’m SO FUCKING IRRITATED. I don’t want to go. I want to rest. REST. Work and rest. Away from all these godamn irritating fools. ::fumes::

It’s probably just me. Maybe going on cruise will take me away and help me bring some perspective on things. Maybe. Or maybe I’ll throw myself overboard.

“Rakuen ~Fanatic~” - Kusao Takeshi

The Corda RP drags and hauls. I wasn’t available to post over the weekend for the resort thing but did last night… but regarding the ball, there’s virtually no response. It’s so close, dudes, and I’ll be missing for so many days. =.=;;; I really hope this pulls through.. or I’ll be mighty frustrated and go back to my job-land of no-rp’ing. ::sighs::

“Dream Soldier -轉身!-” - Seki Tomokazu

KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH THANK YOU BRAD!!!!!!!!!!!! SHE FOUND ME THE SONG I’VE BEEN LOOKING FOR FOR SO LONG!!! KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I can’t help myself, am listening at work now. WOES IS ME. WOEEEEE. My man is the bestest of the best. I looooove this song!! ::is spazzing everywhere::

Zomi’s going to have another song she hates from me. Well, she won’t have it, I’ll just drown her in it when she’s around. ::rolls::

Some Eason Chan song playing on coworker’s computer

This morning is extreeeemely sleepy and groggy. I only just sat down and I’m totally fogged up already. My coworker was super tired when I came in too, she looked absolutely grumpy from it too. ::sighs:: Poor thing… It got me thinking, I wonder if people here were always so grouchy. They seemed fine when I started here, but lately, this one girl’s been really irritable. I wonder if my negative aura is finally infiltrating. 8DDD Onoes, I’m always doing shit like this, aren’t I? I should start warning people around me, ne? Church isn’t so bad because I’m only there one day a week, but as far as life is concerned, it seems like people start having worse days if I see them regularly. I think I should just seclude myself somewhere. >_>;;;

Anyway! So I had a dream I was at a school settting thing, or was it like an auditorium for something? Forgot, but I was sitting on bleachers with a string of girls. And, lo and behold, HIRADAI WAS IN FRONT OF US. I was looping my favourite song by him all night, so FINALLY I HAVE A DREAM!! And like, he was sitting in front of us but singing outwards? And then for some reason, he turned around and started singing to us. ::swoooooon:: And like, I kept hoping and wishing that he would look my way when he’d sing a line so it would feel like he was singing the song to me? ::DIES:: I’m so delirious!! He didn’t ever look directly at me, just kinda in passing. Before he got to the “aishiteru” line, he turned back around and.. went somewhere? XD

It makes me think, I’ve been looping Daisaku er Yunoki songs a LOT (specifically “White Nights” more than any other songs) but no Daisaku or Yunoki dreams! Woe why! XD;;; I guess I should be thankful I don’t have dreams of them. But.. but BUT!!! 8D I’m very thankful to have a Hiradai dream. Even if it was super brief, it made my sleep happy. ♥ More Daisuke love for me, please! (Oh wait, I shouldn’t say that, I might get Raou singing in my dream, crap!)

Did I mention I’ve been feeling rather sick lately? Sick… Yesterday for mother’s day dinner, ate WAY TOO MUCH FOOD. I really didn’t want to, but I didn’t have a choice. ::grumbles:: Unhappy about that to infinity because I’ve been meaning to cut down food intake so I could fit into that dress for the cruise. >_> I mean, it fits, but it’s tight, and I don’t want it to burst or anything. =___= Also, I bought a pair of heels yesterday for the dress, so it better DAMN fit. ::growls:: I’ll resolve to eating very little for these three more days I’m here. I picked up a Robek’s menu, and I think I’ll just be getting a smoothie for my lunch. I know it’s expensive but… I figure it’s the least I could do to avoid eating too much. ::weeps:: And for dinner, I’ll just tell them I have a stomachache or something. It’ll keep my parents from coming in to yell at me too much, so kill two birds with one stone I guess. ::sniffles:: I feel sick… I really did eat too much lately. Not only can I see my face bloating up, but I feel like I’m housing way too much blubber too. =_= Despite my never paying attention to my doctors’ complaints about me being obese (harhar), I never gave it any consideration because I felt fine. Well, I don’t feel fine right now. =_= Maybe I was on the threshold and finally stepped over it with these few weeks and… I’M REALY GRUMPY ABOUT IT!!! Time to lose weight because I really need it. >____>

Complaining aside, I have nothing to do right now. Seriously, I keep wanting people to give me work to do. Nothing to do! So I’ll post for sensei and tell the Corda RPG that I’m going to be out of commission for the next week and a half. Or something like that.

Oh wonderful. Apparently I’m screwing up my coworker’s monthly cycle and I’m slowly starting to sync with them too. I’m not saying anything though… Meh. Just great, a load of hormonal females in the office. :;growls::

“DAN DAN Kokoro Hikareteku” - Field of View

THEY HUGGED AT LEAST THEY HUGGED AT THE END VERY HALFASSEDLY BUT OH WELL THEY HUGGED HURRAH!!! ♥ Oh Teiou, we know you can do better than that, have ISHIKAWA be the one who initiates? Oh c’mon!!! XDDD Although it was Teiou who wouldn’t let go of his hand first ohohoho. OH THEY’RE SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!

I so can’t watch the making of or else I’ll never go anywhere. Need to shop for dress shoes to go with the dress. ::grumbles:: Then pick up cake for mother’s day. Bleh. Suckage.

“三日月の夜” (live)　- Ishikawa Hideo, Morikawa Toshiyuki

I so fucking love these guys. Why they won’t do any bl thingies for their characters at all makes me sad, but uhm, at least they had their bears sorta chu? XD Was only once!! Too brief! Ishikawa had a section where he was goofing off quite a bit and went to pretend to lick the bassist’s chest. 8D I think I died there. Okay no I did die. Screamed through the roof, I did. And when Ishikawa and Teiou closed in for this ONE tiny part to sing side by side for one verse, I collapsed on myself. :D

I love them. Wish they would couple up, but the two of them don’t match. Ishikawa prefers Nishioka-san. ::ROLLS:: MOU II!!! XDDDDDD

Still want to marry that Ishikawa. Kyaaaah! ♥

“Share” - Morita Masakazu

I has me a seriously weird day. My mood swings were getting me EVERYWHERE. Like. I had a really bad time thinking about.. someone and why I’m always such a loser. And then. I started getting all wonky from poking through Duel Love during church service. You know what that can do to a person. ::coughs:: And like. AND LIKE. Ishikawa-y person. KANAYAN? CAN I SAY KANAYAN? OKAY SO KANAYAN. XDDDD Kanayan ruffled my hair today. I pretty much lost my brain entirely after that. Was screaming “Kanayan” and “sensei” the entire drive to dinner. OH WOES IS ME WHY AM I ALWAYS LIKE THIS??? Talk about mood swings being insane. I’m also tired as hell. Tired… so tired. o_o;;;;;;;