“Whataya Want From Me” - Adam Lambert

So. Adam Lambert so totally looks like Elvis Presley. Look at his nose line and those lips! Amazingly beautiful.

But I would much rather have my boy than anyone like that. So much more beautiful in my eyes, is that silly? To have and to hold, now that is beautiful to me. ♥

Le sigh.

“Kakumei” - Seki Toshihiko

Some people are just serious oddballs. Do I take them seriously or not? Dude.

“To be continued…” - Kishio Daisuke

You know, I cannot wish for a happier Christmas season. I’m still quite sick, but you know what? It doesn’t faze me one bit. I can deal with being sick, no problem at all, but what matters are the blessings all around me. I have the best managers here at EA, my coworkers are awesome, I love my job, my family in this area are the most amazing people ever, my pay is enough to pay for my necessities, my boyfriend is better than I could’ve ever fathomed, and I have the funnest plans ahead of me this holiday season!!! Seriously, folks, the end of this year is made of GOLD! Last year closed on some pretty foul notes, but this year is bursting at the seams with blessings. Thank God for placing me in such a wonderful place, where all roads seem to have led, and I am starting to see something formulating ahead at last. I certainly don’t expect things to always be this good, but I will always treasure times like this for they are so GOOD. Even the little moments, no matter how small, mean a lot to me. I wake up with a super smile on my face these days because I know that there are so many wonderful things around me, and I am evermore thankful with each passing second.

Oh, how I count the minutes until I can hold you. One more day! ♥

“Hear in Heaven” - Fukuyama Jun

My horoscope says.:

No one needs to tell you to mete out your energy carefully. You’ve got that part down pat. You might need to be reminded of quitting time, however.

::dies laughing:: Yeah. Okay fine. I’ll stop working and sleep now.

“Toki no Ito” - Matsukaze Masaya

I sure feel like the luckiest person on earth. I have a job I love despite the retarded contract situation, I have wonderful friends, and to top it off, I have the most amazing boyfriend ever. AMAZING. I can’t even stop gushing and flashing my smiles at everyone and everything, alive or inanimate. Falling hard for this, and I welcome it. Scared, but happy. Falling, falling, falling, and so, so, so happy.

Today, I picked up some baked goods then took the BART into his area. He picked me up and took me to CPK. *_*! Mediterranean focaccia and Jamaican jerk chicken pizza, ftw! After dropping the bread stuff at the house, we went hiking. OH HIKING SO FUN!!! Going up is always peachy fine for me, but it’s going down that freaks me out. The view was gorgeous, the weather perfect, air so sweet, and I have the best company in the world. Seriously, how did I find someone this perfect for me? I took quite a few pictures, and yeahhh. Afterwards, went back to watch him play a round of Starcraft 2, then off to visit his sister and her newborn baby!!! Oh gosh! My heart was stolen by that little one so quickly. I apparently fail at soothing babies, but egads, the precious bundle in my arms made me feel like I could do anything. Le sigh!!! After the visit, we went to Black Angus for dinner, belated birthday dinner, he said. XD ♥ Egads, I’m so spoiled!!! Had the most delicious New York strip steak and ate nearly half of his fillet mignon too. The drinks were awesome, had a berry limeade and I had a blackberry ginger ale, and boy did he like his limeade. XD So cute! So yummy, that drink! Steak was divine, I couldn’t help but gush about my food to infinity!!! Potatoes were deliriously good too, man! Then before I left, one more episode of Game of Thrones before he dropped me off at the BART station to go home. Yup. Best day ever. My best days keep piling on, it’s insane and yet, oh so welcome. I’m feeling positively radiant, I swear!!!

“Michiyuki” - Hikida Kaori

Had yet another wonderful weekend, thanks to my magical boyfriend haha. Magic indeed! Spending time with him got rid of my cold, Ramen Dojo for lunch on Saturday and ran into Mark just before he leaves us for good back to Hawaii!! Sadface, our QA team… Anyway. Yummy spicy garlic pork ramen as usual for me, but next time I’ll try the curry shoyu one!! Mmm… Boba afterwards as usual, then back to my place to watch Meet the Spartans because I like my luls like that. We played some Alice: Madness Returns and chilled out until it was time for dinner, had my yums, and then there was a dreadful motorcycle accident on the freeway so I ended up not sending him home until this morning. Oh, I’m so spoiled. XD Then today, met up with Carmen at the Stanford shopping centre (outdoor mall!) for Christmas shopping. Winded up with a gorgeous green eye primer D:! And later an eyeliner, but I really want the Kat Von D tattoo eyeliner in black that ran out. Oh well. Next time or something. Jamaican jerk chicken pizza and chicken quesadilla at CPK, peppermint mocha at Starbucks, then delicious tomato basil cream soup with buttered bread at a cafe in Palo Alto! Much fun to be had. Minus this stomachache that won’t go away now for some strange reason. Oh well. I’ll live.

So. Rolling around a bit hoping this stomachache will ease soon enough to sleep. x_@ Boy am I tired!!! Lovely weekend, and I have a lovely boyfriend. Life is definitely wonderful right now. ♥ Enjoying it!

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Margie randomly came by to give me makeup tips. I don’t know why but XD;;;! Bookmarking here, since I’m always on the lookout for smudgeproof eyeliner. Sigh. So difficult I swear, all the smearing!

Sephora: tokidoki Perfetto Eyeliner: Eyeliner
http://sephora.com/browse/product.jhtml?id=P257104&categoryId=B70

Sephora: Kat Von D Tattoo Liner: Eyeliner
http://sephora.com/browse/product.jhtml?id=P245205&categoryId=B70

Makeup - Eyes - Mascara — Estée Lauder Official Site
http://www.esteelauder.com/products/637/Product-Catalog/Makeup/Eyes/Mascara/index.tmpl

I don’t know how to put on mascara, but if Luisa comes, she said she wants to put makeup on me. XD Oh, my fun coworkers. ♥

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So. Is this what happiness is? Really? Wow. It’s. Rather. Glorious. I’m smiling so much my face hurts, but in a good way! 8D So happy, and so okay with how things are progressing. I never imagined myself finding a guy I could fall for like this, but boy is it amazing. He’s amazing, and I wake everyday thankful that he’s in my life. So soon? Perhaps a bit soon, but I’ll take it as it comes. Might not last forever, but I can dream. And who knows, it might just work out. A girl can wish upon a star too, you know? ^_^ Le sigh. All is well.

“We Could Be In Love” - Brad Kane, Lea Salonga

Happy Thanksgiving, everyone! I have much to be thankful for, blessings overflowing. ♥ I have a job I love, I have awesome coworkers even when they stress me out sometimes, my health, enough money to pay my bills and treat someone, and as of late, the sweetest guy I’ve ever known to invite me to Thanksgiving dinner with his family. ♥ Le sigh, I’m falling and I’m actually letting it happen, whoa. Should I be more guarded? Perhaps, but I’m too happy right now to care. I’m so happy these days my smile hurts my face in a good way. X3 Imagine that…

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I don’t know how I got here, and I don’t know how I landed this, but somehow, there you go, or there I go? Yeah. At this point, I don’t know about the future, but I’m very happy at present. With Thanksgiving around the corner, I can’t help but be super grateful for my current situation.

And then I look back and think about how things have landed me here. Considering how bad I’ve had it, I’m surprised at where I am now. Am I dreaming? The last one hasn’t exactly gone away yet, and I keep thinking about that one turned out. I mean, seriously, where is your common sense and decency? Using me is not cool, I am not a sugar daddy with endless money, time, and attention. I’ve always been too used to playing the stereotypical guy role that people take me for granted or just can’t handle the fact I’m not exactly girly. So. Whatever. That one can go away, I’m doing just fine without it.

With that said, back to my point. I’m more than happy. X3 I’m content, I’m elated, I’m smiley, good GOD am I smiley. All I can think is, I want him in my arms for as long as I can see right now. If God will let me keep him, I will do my best to protect him. ♥